Haru Haru .

Friday .

Mummy found out that we're over.
i end up cryinq on sister's shoulder .
i miss you shairi ,
i really do .
if only we cud turn back the clock ,
i'd rather not meet you .
i really pity myself for landinq my ownself in this state .
i shudn't break my promise .
but still, 
LOVE CONQUERS ALL .
so , what do i do now ?
act like nothinq's wronq ?
haa , cud i ??
i doubt it .
i can't forqet you .
the more i try to forqet you , 
the more all those memories we had , came back to hunt me. ))':

------------------ 

Saturday .

Im havinq mixed feelinqs .

i don't know why .

i woke up at 10am today .

and i hadn't enuf sleep .

i can't sleep .

i dreamed of you .

i dreamt that you actually left me because of Farhana Salim .

i'm sure you know who is she . 

but dream is just a dream .

but , 

i don't know .

maybe i am influence by that dream .

i wanna text you but ,

i'm afraid you find me irritatinq .

so i just leave it at that .

althouqh i delete yourh number ,

but it can't be erased from my mind .

yourh number and mine are almost the same .

why ?

why do we have alot in common ?

i don't know why qod must make me qo thru all this . 

Look , let me list it down . 

Yours - 8 Auqust 1991 

Mine - 9 Auqust 1993

Yourh number - 96867690 

Mine - 93867931 

Horoscope - we both know that we are LEO .

-----------

okay i know i'm typinq rubbish here .

i never sleep a wink at all since yesterday niqht .

it's ardy sunday now in the afternoon .

i worked from 5pm - 12midniqht yesterday,

but i was held up until two all thanks to the police .

we were SCREEN .

=.=

after that i went dee house and stuff .

 i open up to her about everythinq, all bout YOU & ME .

all those while , i smoke .

its like two packet of ciqqs in less than 5hours ?

can i just die ?

i can't .

i can't let qo .

-------------

baby , i miss youu .

ii'm sorry .

 ------------

i wanna celebrate our birthday toqether . )':

can we ?

do we have a hope ?

-----------

Why don't you love me the way i love you ?
It feels so CRAZY .

---------


Love hurts SO MUCH .