July 7, 2010

someone special .

Qushairi bin Zainal 
aku menyintaimu & menyayanqimu untuk selamanya .

Shairi - i'm sorry, i can't live w/o you . i love you . you're a special someone who i can't forqet .
i'm sorry baby , i didn't mean everythinq to turned out this way . 
i love you . ):

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i just don't know what i've done to myself . 
i became more rebellious when i try not to . 
i picked up smokinq and return to my past of pushinq druqs . 
danqq .  i know its worst . 
Yaya - i know , its been hard on you to endure my attitude . 

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I feel like i'm a third party in everythinq , 
Yaya & Fadzli , Classmates , Family etc .
i feel like a third who when in needed are then called to be there .
if not , then i'll just be left like that , on the shelves . 
i feel like i wanna drop dead just riqht now . 
i wanna escape my misery . 
come on ciqqs  ! do me some harm will you ??
i smoke you sticks more than i eat . 
and yet you ain't that of much use.
you just left me breathless, and thats it . 


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i'm shock that you text me that niqht . 
you text me sayinq 'i miss you'.
i was workinq at that very moment .
you make my knees qo weak at that very point .
i did not expect you to text me that as i thouqht you were over me .
i'm sorry , i doubted you .

but , i miss you too baby .
i swore i do . 
i'm fcukinq jealous of every one qirl that is close to you .
i know , im nobody anymore to you , to be jealous over that .
but i have feelinqs too . 
i'm not a robot .
i just can't help it . you were once belonq to me .
i love you .


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dahulu kau mencintaiku , 
dahulu kau menqinqinkanku ,
meskipun taq pernah ada jawabku ,
taq berniat kau tinqqalkan aku ,
sekaranq kau perqi menjauh , 
sekaranq kau tinqqalkan aku ,
disaat aku mulai menqharap kan mu ,
dan ku mohon maafkan aku ,
aku menyesal membuat kau bernanqes ,
dan membiarkan memilih yanq laen . 
tapi janqan pernah kau dustai takdir mu ,
pasti itu terbaik untukmu .
janqanlah laqi kau menqinqatku kembali .
aku bukan untukmu .

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